Thursday, September 10, 2009

"Gentle but Willful"
8:59pm


I sketched this from a grayscale photo of a man who sold the photographer (located near Cannes, France) a special lens
One commenter said "Gentle but willful eyes. Man must be like this." I hope my drawing reflects this.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

"Her Own Reflection"
1:21pm

At work, the song Tom's Diner came on. Usually it passes as a pleasant background. But yesterday, the singer sang these words of it seemingly a little louder, as if they were meant for me:

There's a woman
On the outside
Looking inside
Does she see me?

No she does not
Really see me
Cause she sees
Her own reflection...

I thought, there's a truth in that beyond the moment of a coffee drinker in a diner aware of someone outside. It is like that with all perceptions. Reflections of our ownselves obscure details of the other. Similarly, I won't worry about others perceptions, for they, too, have that reflective window between us. But occasionally the thin wall clears a bit...

Meanwhile, I thought, "what a good idea for a drawing!"

I am all out of my favorite 11x14 bristol board, and all I have left is larger or smaller. I chose larger, and so the original of this is on 18x24 inch paper. (What a bother to scan! It can't be done in only four scans, but many scans, copied and pasted.) Eventually I got an image I could work with:


I'm not sure how I will color it, whether by hand on a small printer print or digitally...
(I was loosely inspired by this young woman and "hattuhanna".)

Monday, September 14, 2009 A

"Dream of Forgotten Things"
6:17am

What a strange dream! I dreamt I was going to Egypt. The shuttle had arrived to take me to the airport, but I'd forgotten my camera. I figured I would just buy a new one when I arrived in Egypt. I was at the gift shop of the Cairo museum. Bright and colorful books and mementos were everywhere. I had trouble locating cameras, though. I could see the entrance to the museum. (But strangely, the room had dark lavender painted walls and featured late nineteenth century paintings!) When I got to the cash register, not only had I forgotten to bring my camera, I found I also had forgotten my debit card. I was so very mad at myself!

Another traveller loaned me some money. She looked rather like Shirley MacLaine, and said she was a priestess of Isis. I was assuring her that when we returned to the states, I would indeed send her the money.

I woke up. I'm not entirely sure what brought the dream about. Last night I'd been working on some of the Getty Villa photos and one of them was a Roman "Isis-Fortuna", so maybe that was where the 'Priestess of Isis' came from. Does the dream have any other purpose? Is my subconscious mind trying to tell me I am forgetting something important? Meanwhile, I share the photo:


Bronze, Roman, C.E. 100 - 200
Height: 7 1/2 in.
71.AB.180

(From Museum website
"In Roman religion, Isis was often merged with other Roman goddesses, creating new composite deities. This statuette portrays Isis combined with Fortuna, a fertility goddess who controlled the fate of both individuals and cities. This statuette of Isis-Fortuna has attributes of each goddess. She wears the elaborate headdress of Isis, a lunar disk between horns or feathers, and the front of her long dress is tied in a knot on her chest, the so-called Isis knot. She also holds the usual attributes of Fortuna. The rudder in her right hand refers to her control over the course of human lives, and the cornucopia in her left arm is a symbol of abundance and prosperity."

Julia has a white statue from Sacred Source similar to this:


That's the Sacred Source photo, later I may replace that with photo of our statue...

But time is fleeting, I must get ready for work soon, so I'll just use that one for now.

Monday, September 14, 2009 B

"Remembered Things"
10:39pm

This morning's dream, where did I see a colorful gift shop? Bright red squares here and there, and so many books and keepsakes? Where did I see late nineteenth century paintings? I went back to my photos and re-membered my sightings from May's visit to the Met museum. I updated Van Gogh's Oleanders and Gauguin's Siesta with larger and more vivid photos. I pulled out some ones I had forgotten, grateful for the photo which brought them back to me:


Ia Orana Maria (Hail Mary)
Paul Gauguin (French, 1848–1903)
Oil on canvas, 1891, 44 3/4 x 34 1/2 in. (113.7 x 87.6 cm)
Bequest of Sam A. Lewisohn, 1951 (MMA 51.112.2)


Lucien Gilbert
André Derain, (French, 1880-1954)
Oil on canvas, ca. 1905
Gift of Joyce Blaffer von Bothmer, in memory of Mr. and Mrs. Robert Lee Blaffer, 1975 (MMA 1975.169)

I'll share more later...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 A

"Cool Sleeping Weather at Last!"
6:45am

At last the long long miserable summer is easing its grip. This morning it got to 72F (22C)! Oh, 102F (39C) is predicted for the high, but at least we can have the windows open at night and be cool while we sleep!

How lovely Monet's lake view scene appears to me! How wonderful the breezes must have been in that garden at Sainte-Adresse that summer of 1867!


Garden at Sainte-Adresse
Oil on canvas, signed (lower right): Claude Monet (French, 1849 - 1926)
Purchase, special contributions and funds given or bequeathed by friends of the Museum, 1967 (MMA 67.241)

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