Saturday, July 14, 2007 B

"The News Isn't Always Bad"
11:33pm

After much activity on the computer, I decided it was time to pry my butt off of the much used seat and get out. Julia agreed, it was a good idea. I was curious about Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Wow, that movie is intense! It's very well done, and the young Potter receives some hard news at the end. Well, he receives hard news all along, just in varying degrees of intensity. But he learned he does have good friends as he readies himself for a really big battle.

When we left the theater, the hot air seemed tinged with, I don't know what, it wasn't creepy, but a sense of odd wire-y electricity. Coming home, I put on a mellow Enya album to try and shake it. That didn't quite do it, so I decided to have loose with a drawing:


"ROCK ON!" says the headline...

The silly drawing amuses me.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

"Thoughts on 'The Two Powers Reconciled'"
9:20am

After sleeping on it a bit, I am rethinking what I've written the other day. (More 'humble pie' for the KA!) I don't want to be the sort of person who is always only referring to 'authority'. Besides, if one doesn't like one 'authority', one can always quote another 'authority';)

As for 'the spine', I'll quote instead the Papyrus of Ani, via Budge (page 216):


My backbone is of Sut (aka Set).


Hieroglyphs for Set...

Okay, I don't know why the hieroglyph in the phrase has a unicorn horn on it? Meanwhile, it's my opinion that this is more accurate. Set being 'electrical' in nature and the spine being 'electrical' in nature, this fits best.

Meanwhile, is it always true that "(if) Horus becomes pure, Seth becomes divine, and vice versa"? As I understand Set to represent rulership in the inner world and Horus to represent rulership in the outer world, I do think the two realms inform each other. Is it possible to become what appears to be a sovereign in the outer world, gaining the respect of others, but be hollow inside, not knowing one's true voice and Will? People fake out others every day, giving the appearance of what they are not really.

But in that case, I would say 'Horus' has not 'become pure'. That person does not know true sovereignity in this aspect. Now, for the reverse, can one have ruler ship in the inner world, knowing one's true voice and Will, having pride in oneself and confident to face each day, but horribly muck it up in the outer world? Is this possible, to have no respect in the outer world, to have a long enemy list, to bungle every interaction in the outer world, and still be powerful inside? There are some who think the path of power is to go 'spitting on Horus', rejoicing in 'putting out his eye'. These rebels without a clue are usually young, but some survive to old age that way. I would say such an individual is not operating from their Higher Self, but from Ego, and that can be a troublesome fellow. In that case, 'Set' has not 'become pure'. So yes, the two realms inform each other when the person is working on truly evolving.

I updated the Pathmarking entry, also, hopefully making of it a decent article.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 A

"A Little Exercise"
3:22am

I wake with a sore throat and ear. I had trouble chewing, for it would hurt my right ear. I don't know what caused it, maybe too much draft to the ear when the fan was on? I went to bed early, hence I wake to stretch my back, and to spend some time thinking about things.

I spent yesterday rather thoughtful as I sewed.

See, I can think about deep stuff while I'm at work. I can't act on it to do writing or art or whatever, but I can think about it...

...and daily life and the mundane world, oh, the 'objective world at large' can intrude overmuch if I allow it, so that I don't ever visit with my Higher Self. That's a danger. So perhaps in this quiet hour, with the world around me quiet as they all sleep, is a good time to do that, despite my weird ear?

I'm seeking an openness...
...that maybe is best opened by a blank sheet of paper and the intuitive mind...

I look at it, and try to figure out what my 'subconscious' is giving me. The jumping rope as 'exercise', the 'daily practice' of initiation, perhaps? Maybe it's just the 'dailyness' of dailyness, doing the mundane tasks, too. The 'head as flames' maybe represents 'the flame of consciousness'. The tail is of course our 'animal' aspects. I'm not sure what the two vessels to the sides of the person jumping rope mean. Perhaps the circle in which he jumps represents the objective world at large.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 B

"Picture Arrived"
10:05pm

The photos from our trip haven't arrived yet, but my recent artwork, "View from the Museum Porch" has. I'm pleased with it:


To the upper right of the computer monitor, Ma'at is below...

I wonder what my next good inspiration will be?

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

"The Red Dragon Roars!"
10:25pm

I felt in the mood to try some observative artwork. Noticing my dragon statue that sits on my computer table, I thought I'd have a try at him. But before I got very far, intuitive mind started calling for RED, and lots of it!

Julia says it reminds her of the Welsh flag. So I had a look see:

Now I see why!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

"All's Well That..."
7:27pm

This morning began disjointed and disorganized. We did not get out of the house until 7:50am, certain to get at least me late to work. But that was just prelude to what next awaited us. Our car made the same awful grinding noises it had made last month when it wouldn't start. We'd no more than gotten back from our trip to Washington D.C., when the car wouldn't start one morning. They'd told us then that they'd put in a bad battery last November, as a cell had gone bad. With the new battery, the car ran fine, but the strange whirring sound that has puzzled me for months still continued. No car I'd ever been in before in all my 48 years has made that sound when running. But I figured, "Perhaps it is just a new thing about this car and nothing is wrong." No-o-o-o!

So once again the tow truck came and took us and the non operative car in. As we sat in the waiting room, I did crossword puzzles:


"A PUZZLE ABOUT...A CAR THAT WON'T START!"


"OH NO!"

Lyrics of a song by Paul Simon came to me, "I don't want to end up a cartoon in a car tune graveyard!" "OH NO!" I ended up getting to work an hour and a half late. Fortunately, it wasn't a frantically busy day, so I was able to finish the day's assigned items. The closer it got towards late afternoon, I grew more anxious. Finally I heard from the repair shop. It was the alternator, it had not been able to keep a charge. So some 540 dollars later, we now have a functioning car, THAT DOESN'T MAKE THAT STRANGE 'WHIRR' SOUND!

I relaxed this evening by pondering a question posed in one of my discussion groups regarding which art has for us a 'magical' theme. I looked over all the pictures on my recent trip to Washington D.C., where I saw much beautiful art. So much of it is a simple celebration of the beautiful moment, or of a person's character. There's a sort of magic in that, indeed.

But for that 'something extra', I did see a few that presented more than that:


"Serenade", A Christmas Fantasy (La Fontaine), 1937
Josepth Stella, American, born Muro Lucano, Italy 1877-1946
Oil on canvas, gift of Joseph H. Hirschhorn, Hirschhorn Museum

I like this painting, for the air seems teeming with magic, and glorious epiphanies await the awakened viewer.

Another 'magical' piece is actually a sculpture from the Smithsonian American Art Museum.

It is of an angel in flight, and I didn't get the particulars on it. But the curious thing is what happened when I photographed it. Many of my photos came out dreadfully blurred. But this photo seems enhanced by it:

Looking at it, it seems like it is the soul soaring with power and magic.

Perhaps the very act of pondering this question, (and seeing how others in the group answer it), will inspire my art to be more 'magical'.

Friday, July 20, 2007

"Another Magical Picture"
6:38am


This very active 'Diana' or 'Artemis' was at the Smithsonian American Art Museum

It's like she's moving in the unseen worlds to bring about the mystery of change...

You have to believe we are magic
Nothin' can stand in our way
You have to believe we are magic
Don't let your aim ever stray
from "Magic" by John Farrar, Jeff Lynne

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