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Saturday, February 2, 2008 A
"(Security) Blanket"
resilience clean conscience pride in the day's accomplishments confidence With these, we rest well at night.
The dictionary defines 'resilience' as:
1 : the capability of a strained body to recover its size and shape after deformation caused especially by compressive stress Without the clean conscience that comes from knowing we've acted to a consciously chosen set of ethics, sleep might well be disturbed. With pride in the day's accomplishments, we know we've done the best we can for that day, and that brings a secure satisfaction. The dictionary gives "a feeling or consciousness of one's powers" as the primary definition for 'confidence. With this, we can rely on our ability to respond well in any situation, and thus we can go to sleep without troubling worry.
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Saturday, February 2, 2008 B
"Ren Fest"
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We saw this tea and spice stand at the beginning, and planned to return before we left. We made two rounds of the grounds before we found it again! But we did, and bought some 'tropicana' tea, which I'm drinking now, aided by some honey to bring out the flavor. We also sampled some of the food at the fair, the sweet potato fries were absolutely delicious, and did a good job of reviving me. We saw mirrors, and could not resist: |


It's a smaller version of the one that's hanging on our wall
| There were lots of musicians, quite a few which I photographed. There was a hammered dulcimer player, possibly the one from last year, but now he's got CDs and a brochure and I'll share that photo later. For now, here's the Chuckwalla Rhythm Kings: |

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This local group sings and plays with gusto. We got their CD, which features many Celtic favorites such as "The King of Ballyhooley" and "Both Sides the Tweed". In case you're curious about the deco to our left of the stage, it is Pan! The next is a drawing of two musicians seated on a bench in front of a huge sign that said "The American Renaissance Guilds and Empire" |

| I hope to share more pictures and drawings of musicians later, but I'll end with this neat reflective 'lake' view, with tents beyond: |

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I finished my entry, and I sat down with Julia to get back into those Greek mythology lessons we'd forgotten about. We saw two lessons, one about the minotaur and the labyrinth and one about strange luck Heracles. It was about 9:00pm, and I found my eye hurting pretty bad. I thought going to bed early might help it. However, I am having great trouble sleeping. As I typed the date and time, I found it hard to believe it's still Saturday. My right eye has been gradually reddening and getting more irritated since Wednesday or so. I thought the eye drops would get rid of it as they did before. But I don't know. I'm having great eye pain, like I never had before. I might need to go to urgent care. And at this point, it's a question of 'go now' or 'wait until morning'. I had no idea an eye could hurt this bad. Or is it the lining of the eye socket? I can't tell from where it's coming. Oh well, I'll make report as I know more.
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Saturday, February 2, 2008 D
"Eye Infection Again"
I am checking Wiki: Ooh, yeah, that's when it hurts, the looking way up or way down. But I also have itch. And sometimes I have discharge.
from a source Wiki links to Erm. Curiously, one site I saw said menopausal women often get dry eyes, which I often have, and which is probably why I've been having more eye irritation overall. I wonder if a bottle of eye drops I have got contaminated from the last infection. I'd accidently touched my eye with the dropper tip.
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Sunday, February 3, 2008 A
"Can't Sleep, But Not Hurting So Bad"
And I have this to say:
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Sunday, February 3, 2008 B
"Eye Report - 10 am"
So I suggested we go outside on the porch: |

In natural light... (zoom underneath, showing odd speckly debris, did something get in my eye?)

Julia urged me to go into the sunlight, but it hurt my eye, so I looked away...
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Our friend Horst called with the news that Julia is being quoted on the front page news Yes, she did talk to our favorite Yuma Sun reporter last Friday, but we had no idea it would be front page news in the Sunday paper. Darin asked her about Roman numerals, which she was happy to explain. Apparently, a lot of people don't know. We'll go buy the paper news, but I have this screen capture for now:
![]() However, there is one kind of eye drop which is very bad, the kind that 'gets the red out'. That type has an antihistamine in it, and it removes the redness by shrinking the blood vessels. So it is an illusory appearance of improvement. Furthermore, that type of drop is ultimately drying and particularily not recommended if you also experience 'dry eye'. Age and climate tend to be encouraging that in me. I have to anoint them just not to feel 'sticky' and mildly itchy on a daily basis. The doctor, who I like very much as he is very personable, also explained viral conjunctivitis is very contagious. I try so hard without a whole lot of success to keep my hands away from my face, but at least I am not rubbing my eyes any more.
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008 B
"Evening Draw"
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
"Trying To Be Understood"
8:33pm
L'essai à être compris
(Trying to be understood)
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I'm endeavoring to use external sources as prods to my creativity, to my intuition. In this way, not to copy, but to spark something in my own mind. First I take a random word to the Flicker search. I picked 'succulent' first, and was treated to a lovely array of fantastic flowers. Pleasing perusal, but I wanted people. Then I tried 'direct', thinking I might get someone with a direct gaze. Finally I found an intriguing pose I thought I could alter to suit. Thus, I took the hand gestures and general pose of the young model, but then made them tell a different story. I also gave the man different hair and a shirt instead of a suitcoat. (I used the shirt I am wearing as model!) I added the notebook. (Perhaps he has written notes so he doesn't forget what he wants to say.) I gave him something to drink, and put the calender in as a whimsy, but also to suggest a 'foreign' listener who is confused.
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Thursday, February 7, 2008 A
"Colored New Moon Mandala"
Thursday, February 7, 2008 B
"Happy Year of Rat"
“Domestic dogs follow humans like a laser and watch the behavior of their humans with a focus that is astounding.” - Patricia McConnell, Zoology Professor. This accompanied a cute photo of a boy with a watchful dog, which was fun to draw. The largest size photo held so much detail I felt as though I could reach out and touch the dog's ear, I could almost feel the silky short hairs covering the large flat flap. In my result, the boy and dog are much closer, more 'nose to nose' than 'face to face': |

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© Joan Lansberry