Monday, June 23, 2008 A

"The Moment of Wondering"
3:58am

I wake with sore back needing stretched and lots of thoughts...

What is worth writing down?
a summing up of goals...
so many things I thought of, and maybe not all for writing down.
If I could try the automatic writing, perhaps I could be undistracted...

Here, here it is in the silence,
the moment of wondering.
What can I touch with ka hands?
What can I change?
What can I bring forth that was not there before?
All acts of creation begin in the mind.
May these hands be ready.

(A slighter larger version of the image is available underneath.)

Monday, June 23, 2008 B

"Some Manhattan Doors"
7:58pm

Here are more of my trip photos. I note the time stamp the camera left; these were taken one month ago to the day, May 23, 2008. This was the day I went to the Neue Galeri, and I took note of its door. The full view was rather obscured by many people waiting outside. But I did capture these details of its top:

While walking to and fro (I can't remember if these were before Institute for the Study of the Ancient World or just after, but I think these were in the general neighborhood), I caught more interesting doors:


The mysterious "No. 7"


And that would be me caught in its reflection...


The papers in this door's window have to do with a work permit...


Detail of that door...


"1033"

After I got off the train, I found another interesting door:


So this is why the street is named Irving:


"This house was once the home of Washington Irving"


Nearby Washington Irving High School has a bust of him

A little websearch reveals Friedrich Beer created the sculpture, and it was placed in front of the building in 1935.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

"Fresh!"
8:12pm

A little time for a drawing, and this is what I got:


He doesn't want dry flakes, he wants FRESH!

After buying groceries, we now have Fresh!. I enjoyed fresh bing cherries, and white peaches and also some honey 'Greek God yogurt'. Yummy!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

"Middle of the Night Thoughts"
2:17am

I wake after a crazy dream, another one of those 'getting lost' dreams. I left the house to go get Julia (the town looked rather like Joliet, my birth place), but I was on foot. I walked three blocks and discovered I had no drivers license and no debit card, so I turned back to get them. As I started out again, I panicked as I realized I was lost, and didn't know which direction to go...

Yes, all on foot...

What's it mean? I think it is my fear of getting lost in a big city manifested in dreams. (For the record, I did not get lost in Manhattan, but I turned the wrong way several times, and walked many blocks before realizing it.). On the whole, though, I have few anxieties.

I think of this wisdom from a favorite author:

"The truism of our age is that we learn to look to the young for peace. I think the actual place of peace will come from people who take great joy in surviving." - Don Webb

This is so true. My youth was often not peaceful, as I was easily anxious about whatever worried me. Nearing fifty, I am ever so much more peaceful than I could have imagined possible then.

Yes, "people who take great joy in surviving"! I think of our friends whom we visited this past weekend, Horst who was joyfully celebrating his 88th birthday. And yes, he is a peaceful man. It would not seem possible in the popular understanding of this youth obsessed culture. Certainly, older people's bodies are in constant need of repair. His wife Margo told of eye surgery which enabled her to see again, and now she has a new hearing aid which works marvelously. But she rejoiced so much in this, for she could now hear the music on the stereo, and all sorts of subtle sounds which she couldn't before the new device. Each birthday at that age is a triumph, and its day is a day for celebration.

I think when I get old, I will really be a dynamo! I will start practicing now, with or without red hat.

Friday, June 27, 2008 A

"'Religion' at Photo Friday"
6:57am

It's a theme which pulls up the usual iconography Coming back from the New York museums, I have many 'unusual' photos which illustrate 'religion'. I first thought of religious conflict, and this relief of Nebhepetre Mentuhotep, featuring a damaged Hathor, came to mind. Akhenaten's henchman damaged her during his reign. Later, in the 18th and 19th dynasty, they attempted repairs, but the plaster repairs did not last well, only the evidence they tried.

But then I thought, why focus on conflict? Why not focus on the simple heart of religion, adoration for one's favored deity (deities)? And so Seti I's giving offering came to mind:


Seti I giving offering to the gods on the side of a temple gateway model

Close up of Seti I's cartouche, which means "Man of Set, Beloved of Ptah"
"Man of Set" means that he was consecrated to the god Set.

Seti I Adoring Set

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