Sunday, September 28, 2008 A

"Remembering Paul Newman"
10:59am


"I think that my sense of humor is the only thing that keeps me sane,"
he told Newsweek magazine in a 1994 interview.
1925 - 2008

The television and web news have been full of the news of Newman's passing this Friday. Not only an actor and director, he was also "an activist, race car driver and popcorn impresario". He also was married for fifty years to Joanne Woodward, so rare, an enduring true love. However, I haven't seen very many of the films Paul Newman starred in. I've put it on my list to see _The Verdict_, and others he's done. Yet I've always known he was a 'superstar', as the news story referred to him.

I followed all of Wikipedia's links to photos of him. Oh, certainly his is a face I wanted to draw! I settled on two, one when he was fiftyish, and one when he was eightyish, which have him in a similar pose. It was interesting seeing the effects of aging, what changed and what remained the same.

As I sketched, those famous blue eyes would need no less than color. But even as just a linear sketch, those eyes seemed to wink at me with a transformation of familiarity. At first I saw my dad's blue eyes smiling at me. And then I saw Laura's blue eyes:

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Dad and Laura both took that pose, smile and all

Even now that my picture is done, I look at it, and it switches from Paul's to Dad's to Laura's eyes.

There are other commonalities, too. Newman died of lung cancer, after having been a smoker. That was my dad's fate as well, although Dad didn't make it as far as eighty three.

The last movie Newman ever starred in (except for _Cars_, in which he just gave his voice), was _Road to Perdition_. It was a hot summer day in July 2002, when Laura and I decided to go to the theater. Neither she nor I knew anything about the movies showing that day. But we took a chance on _Road to Perdition_, because Tom Hanks was in it. We figured he wouldn't star in anything lackluster. It was an engrossing movie about a mob father who hopes to save his son from the horrors of the life he has led. Both Hanks and Newman gave excellent performances.

It was also the last movie Laura and I ever saw together.

Sunday, September 28, 2008 B

"'Silly' Meme Leads to Research"
8:03pm

I found it at Live Journal, via Popegrutch:
* Grab the nearest book.
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the next two to five sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.
* Tag five other people to do the same.

The nearest (top of the pile) is a dictionary. So I went to the first book, _Reading Egyptian Art_ by Richard Wilkinson. Page 56 is all illustrations, no sentences, so I went to page 57 and following the instuctions, I got:

"Selected bulls were worshipped as representing the cosmically important Atum (the Mnevis bull of Heliopolis), Ptah (the Apis bull of Memphis), and Montu (the Buchis bull of Thebes). All of these sacred animals were represented in Egyptian art with their special identifying markings and attributes..."

Wait a minute! Wilkinson forgot about the Bull of Ombos, associated with the god Set. I got to googling, certain I'd pull up some scholarly text. After many pages devoted to references of a book by Mogg Morgan, I finally got to the scholarly text, located at Griffith Institute.

I found reference to a piece I'd discovered last week:


Photo ©NCG: Ny Carlsberg Glyptotek ÆIN 726, Acquired 1890
Type of work: Stela, Limestone, H. 22 cm.
Period: New Kingdom, 18th-20th Dynasty (1550-1080 B.C.) most likely range 1305 BC.-1196 BC.

That pdf gives a description:
"Upper right part of round-topped stela, bull-headed winged Seth ‘bull of Ombos’
in barque spearing [Apophis], Dyn. XIX, in Copenhagen, Ny Carlsberg Glyptotek, Æ.I.N. 726."

Just under the Set animal hieroglyph (center, top), we see a bull.

Feeling quite delighted, I searched the pdf for 'Seth' and found descriptions of pieces I'd already found and some new ones. In addition to the Bull of Ombos, I found new info for stele of Nakht and Seth-Antewy, stele of Taqayna (Teken), and a fragment featuring Horemheb before Seth (Setekh) of Ombos!

Not bad results for a silly little meme!

Monday, September 29, 2008

"Silly Drawing Leads to a Bit of Knowledge"
6:43am

I was restless last night, so to siphon off some brain hyperactivity, I did a spontaneous intuitive drawing:


Phew! Lots of high stepping in an election year!

This young male cow has to have some nimble feet. So how did, erm, 'bovine scat' come to be associated with LIES?
Wiki tells us. Apparently, the common phrase only came into usage during World War II, first having been used in 1915. But why bulls? What did they ever do that was deceptive?

Blame it on the French! ""Bull", meaning nonsense, dates from the 17th century (Concise Oxford Dictionary)"..."The word "bull" itself may have derived from the Old French boul meaning "fraud, deceit" (Oxford English Dictionary)."

I also turned up:
"There also was a verb bull meaning "to mock, cheat," which dates from 1532.
"Sais christ to ypocrites ... yee ar ... all ful with wickednes, tresun and bull." ["Cursor Mundi," c.1300]"
(Online Etymology Dictionary)

It is probably just sound similarity that it got connected with the animal bull, defined as "A Bull is an adult male of various large mammal species including elk, moose, bovines (especially cattle), elephants, whales, seals, and sea lions."

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

"Haste Propels"
6:43am

Recalling an earlier poem in which 'haste propels', I ponder further:

At the entrance road to life,
haste propels
but hesitation stalls.
To be on the knife edge balance
between haste and hesitation,
third eye aware,
is to gather all the info
flesh eyes miss.
Gut-aware,
Ka-hands on the wheel, too,
higher self, guardian self,
that 'angel' is me.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

"Mood as a Reaction"
5:40am

I wake with troubling dreams. Two days I have had this, of someone's house being destroyed, and some sort of separation. Last night, it was that someone died. Well, my research for The Mourners at the Brooklyn Museum might have gotten me thinking about death. And then maybe it was my recent accident. Car damage (here, here and here and in the underside), but fortunately no body was hurt. Seeing a car crashing into you, trying to stop and failing has a certain unsettling effect.

But how much of my mood is a reaction to all the bad news of crisis this, crisis that? I think the mood of the nation is effecting me. I told Julia change the channel, the news is too depressing.

So we had Discovery channel instead, and that was much better, a quiz game in which a cab driver picks people up in Manhattan and questions them. Fast paced, and interesting questions. Then the ever fascinating 'How is it Made?' I paused my web work to look at bag pipe production, fishing lures, and glassware. (I don't think those thin department cheapies are handblown, though.)

Changing the aural and visual imput does help. I cannot help the current 'economic crisis'. It does no good to bitch about some stupid CEOs that were given 20 million dollar severance packages. ("What did they do to deserve THAT?") The bitterness I feel is a reaction of feeling powerless. And we lose the ability to change what we can when we feel powerless. Certainly, an awareness of current events is necessary to plan wisely. But dwelling overmuch in negativity only depresses me.

"Simply thinking good thoughts is not enough. Initiation is the process of thinking the right thoughts at the right time - but what happens when there is more than one thought to be thought at a given time? What happens when your own Initiation has become so dynamic that it must be though of in terms of world-building? When you Need more than one head to think your thoughts?

"World-building is not an easy skill to learn. Men are not gods, and our actions are bound by many forces that gods would not have to put up with. But in another sense, world-building is going on all the time, with everything that we do. If we decide to read a certain newspaper, we take that view into our world. If we decide to hang out with certain people and avoid the phone calls of others, we are populating our world. Our strengths and failures rest heavily on the worlds we build. For example, if we have filled our world with good people, our ideas march forward even if we are sick in bed with the flue. If we have put our worlds together, with good strong ideas, we will attract good people. If our worlds are big, we will not know boredom." _Uncle Setnakt's Essential Guide to the Left Hand Path_, by Don Webb, page 68

I don't want to take a negative attitude into my world. I have little influence on events in Washington. But I do have influence on events in my own life. I build my world by what I draw into it. I will be pro-active and not reactive. I will learn from the many heroic people who have come before me, who have lived in much worse ages than ours.

Friday, October 3, 2008

"Live Slow, Live Long"
5:53am

I didn't have long to wait at the car repair shop, but I did have enough time to pick up a National Geographic magazine, look at its stunning photography and read part of a story about troglobites. One passage struck me as having a lesson for us humans:

"To survive stagnant, low-oxygen air in dead-end recesses and months without food, many troglobites have super-slow metabolisms. And because they live slow, they live long. The Orconectes australis crayfish of Shelta Cave in Alabama may reproduce at 100 years, and live to 175." (_Discoveries in the Dark_ by Keven Krajick, National Geographic, September 2007)

"Live slow, live long", isn't that a way to approach life? Those of us who love life, ponder the immortality of the spirit and seek longevity of the flesh vehicle, can we find a clue here? Those of us who would master time, we might get the false idea that we can increase efficiency by rushing about, trying to pack more into each minute. But not if we rush about robotically. Also perhaps relaxation exercises by which we slow our heart beats may have an additional effect beyond the calmness of the moment to actually lengthening our lives.

(Also there is a message for me, as I find myself puzzled by a slow metabolism. I know part of the slowing of the metabolism is an aspect of the aging process, but can it also be part of the way the body prepares itself for the long haul? So instead of feeling sorry for myself that I can't pig out like I used to, I can accept this slowing as a good thing. And with a sense of humor, if times get very bad, to know I can survive on little food is to know I have greater survival potental.)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

"First Walk of the Season"
6:33pm

It's been a long, long summer, triple digit temps extending as far as October 2nd. And all summer long, we've been cooped up. But now the weather has finally cooled enough to permit comfortable walking, (82.9F /28.3C), as of 5:51pm. It felt so good to stretch our legs on the Smucker Park path. There is new construction everywhere, reminding us of how long it's been since we were there. There is also a new curvy exit, with a roundabout, which leads to a stop light, hopefully safer.

This fall, I hope to do lots more walking, and not waste the nice weather. So far, we're doing better with eating. I'd been snacking so much, even my 'loose' skirts were tight. After two weeks, they're again comfortable. If I continue the good work, even my 'tight' skirts will get loose.

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